Tuesday 19 February 2008

Extreme pain...

Well... I've been back at school for almost a week now and its beginning to take its toll. I now really notice how tired and run down I get when I'm doing full days at school but all I can do is carry on and drink lots of coffee!

Just been up the school this evening for my parents evening and, by the sounds of it all is good in the world of my education. Everyone is happy with my progress and no one thinks I'm wasting my time. However, the problem is, my Dad made a very valid point. Very soon it will be time for me to start looking for a college or uni and when I think about this I will have to consider what I would do about my drugs. I am currently being injected by my Mum, I did used to do it myself but I found this very difficult, so when I go to college I would have to think about this and hopefully get back to injecting myself. If not I'll be living at home forever, which will not be happening!

Injection was particularly bad this week. I got a little bit upset about the whole thing because, to be honest, I do usually bottle every thing up which means when I do let it out, it comes out in a big way. I was also quite violently sick, which didn't help, but thats basically the norm nowadays for me. Now my parents have finally had enough of all this and are looking into a hypnotist. Worth a try. Just got to put it past my nurse now to see what she thinks.

Still don't know any more about that problem with my blood test but when I do I will definitely put it down on here.

Thanks for reading x

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Hypnotherapy is far from being a science and I would personally place it within the same territory as tarot readings and other occult practice. I think that the main problem is that these things DO work, perhaps dabbling with things we don't understand. But, and this is a big but, if you have any shadow of a doubt its defiantly not a good idea. If not, then go ahead if you're desperate to try any solution.